happy 40th birthday ian.i wish u were still here .i miss u so much .if i cud av 1 wish it wud b for u 2 still be hear.i will never gt over your death ,never . we all miss u so much and the worse thing is we carnt do anythink 2 bring you back .i wish we could.i wish so much we could.thts wat is so so hard to come 2 terms wth.all ya family miss and love u so much and we all think ov u every single day and we always will .u will always b remembered and loved and missed so much .xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx